For a few months now, I have been hearing voices and it just keeps getting worse. At first it started as whispers that I couldn't understand. Then it went to my name and the word hello being whispered. Last night was the worst it had ever been. The voices were extremely loud and were telling me that nobody cared about me and that I should just kill myself so I can stop being a waste of space. It also happened in my sleep and I was screaming in my sleep for the voices to stop. My mom had to shake me awake. The voices just keep getting louder and coming more frequently. I honestly think that there is something seriously wrong with me.
I need my former job to get back to me. I NEED A FUCKING JOB. Why aren't they getting back to me? They said they were looking forward to having me back and asked me how soon I could start. Granted, that's no guarantee of employment, but it was a good omen. I'm unbelievably bored not doing anything all day-- I've been trying to occupy my time with drawing, mask-making, etc., but I can't stand...
Does anyone here enjoy watching that on History channel? Just wondering if there are anyother fans.