For a few months now, I have been hearing voices and it just keeps getting worse. At first it started as whispers that I couldn't understand. Then it went to my name and the word hello being whispered. Last night was the worst it had ever been. The voices were extremely loud and were telling me that nobody cared about me and that I should just kill myself so I can stop being a waste of space. It also happened in my sleep and I was screaming in my sleep for the voices to stop. My mom had to shake me awake. The voices just keep getting louder and coming more frequently. I honestly think that there is something seriously wrong with me.
My depression comes out as extreme anger at first. I'm ready to teach anyone who choses to act like an ass to me a lesson in how to really and truly be an ass. I am usually extremely patient with people, so when that side comes out, well, it's a bit of a shock, and my meanness has such a direct hit as to the other person's issues, that it's almost cruel. then I get depressed. I think the...