What am I suppose to do? How do I show that the changes I am making are for us and here to stay? I know everyone tells me to take baby steps but the pain hurts so bad when you get that feeling. Sometimes you just want to be able to turn back time...damnit it hurts! I am just sitting here crying because I don't know what to do and I just want things to work and get better...please help me! I need to know what to do....I hate not knowing.
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