I don't know what this is. I know I already posted...no one answered and that's ok, I just... I have a new problem. I don't know what's happening with me right now. I feel very strange. I keep tensing up with weird muscle contractions in my face in particular. I feel like I need to freak out and cut myself. I want to cry but I can't. I have this thing that I have to finish by 5 (Eastern) and I feel like I can't do anything other than physically and mentally freak out (and write about it). What's happening with me? Is this what a panic atack feels like? I've never had one before I don't think. Help! What's happening with me??
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