I'm scared of myself lately. I say things that I don't mean, to just say them. Than, I regret them, most or some of the time, it's way to late to take anything I said back. I've been pretty sick lately. I found a lump in my breast & I'm very scared, never had anything this scary in my life before. I get health insurance next month, so I need to wait to do anything until than. I'm also suffering through depression, & I feel like I'm shutting down. Thank go for my full time job, caz otherwise, I'd lose it. I'm just mad at the world, but I'm really mad at myself for how I treat certain people. How do I fix what I've done? I told my b/f I'm moving out, I have been treating him like shit lately & he has somewhat been trying. Now he just wants me to move out b/c I won't tell him whats wrong, but in reality, nothing is wrong, I've just never felt like this before!!! Any help here?
Posts You May Be Interested In
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...