I'm scared of myself lately. I say things that I don't mean, to just say them. Than, I regret them, most or some of the time, it's way to late to take anything I said back. I've been pretty sick lately. I found a lump in my breast & I'm very scared, never had anything this scary in my life before. I get health insurance next month, so I need to wait to do anything until than. I'm also suffering through depression, & I feel like I'm shutting down. Thank go for my full time job, caz otherwise, I'd lose it. I'm just mad at the world, but I'm really mad at myself for how I treat certain people. How do I fix what I've done? I told my b/f I'm moving out, I have been treating him like shit lately & he has somewhat been trying. Now he just wants me to move out b/c I won't tell him whats wrong, but in reality, nothing is wrong, I've just never felt like this before!!! Any help here?
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