I am new here. I'm 5 months pregnant and my marraige has fallen apart. My 13 year old told me she hates me, my mom reminds me that there are psychological disorders on my dads side, I have NO friends and I'm lashing out on my husband and getting violent. I punched him and kicked him for looking up porn online (which said teens). He tells methis week that he's not in love with me 70% of the time because I yell at him all the time. Since January we have sold our house, found out we are pregnant (which we were trying for), took custody of a needy child which puts 3 children in our home before this new baby, my husband resigned from his job, my 5 year old Ford Explorer's engine died and we were planning on moving out of state this summer Now we are fighting over custody if we divorce, fighting over the money that we put away for a new house and everyday the fighting gets worse. I am beside myself, we were the happy couple everyone wished they were like, we bickered, but not fighting. I have not been myself. I have never felt more hurt in my entire life. I have done wrong too Im just mentioning the events leading to this. I am scared of my feelings and my dr prescribed zoloft yesterday, but I'm afraid to take it because I'm pregnant.Someone please help me get throught this. I'm scaring myself. I won't kill myself but I wish I was dead.
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