I am so sorry that you are struggling. Please can you explain what AML is? Hugs to you.

cancer
Acute Myelogenous Leukemia

I think it would be too much to ask for you not to feel anxious and depressed. You are probably doing the best thing you can do by reaching out to others for support. Are you on chemo? What is your status for transplant?

Yes, I've been on chemotherapy for months.

I'm not a good candidate for a bone marrow transplant right now but if I get better and we find a good donor, the doctors say this might be an option for me. I'm praying about it. If God wants me to live, He'll find a way. I hope.

Goodbye Everyone.

im really sorry that this is happening to you. i pray that the medics can help you, again i am so very sorry.

I looked at your profile sorry I made you repeat what you have already stated. Yes you are right you are far too young for this. Life can be so unfair and any type of cancer is so unpredictable. I have had several friends with different types of cancer; some have made it and some have not. It seems that those in remission with specialists convinced they are totally out of the woods sometimes succumb and those in the worst of states pull through. In other words there is hope even in the grimmest times and whatever you believe in God, fate, or science there is a factor at play far greater than ourselves.

You are obviously very brave and not yet ready to give up if you are reaching out; that's amazing. Keep praying, keep hoping and know that there are people out there hoping for you even when you feel too weak to hope for yourself.

Thank you for your support. You're right, there's no telling the outcome.

This is so sad. I am sorry. Lean on your family and friends at home. Come here for support. Stay strong. Keep fighting.

I'm so sorry...I can't imagine what you are going through.How old are you...What kind od cancer is it.

sorry..you don't have to repeat that..but we can support you.

Hey Sweetie,

I want u to know that I am praying for u, and that i am a mother, and my heart is aching as i type this; nerdygirl has some good advice; we r here for u and will support u!

ugh this thread makes me soooooooooooooo sad.

I am praying for you too.
Your hope and will are strong. Here you are reaching out, and that says a lot. The power of hope and prayer cannot be underestimated. Whatever happens, shelter in your higher power, the love of your family and friends, and the power of your own hope. We will be here to hope and give you strength too. Big hugs full of love and strength to you, and full of warmth to soothe your anxiety, and full of peace to ease your mind. I pray you will open yourself up and feel this because I am sending it with all my heart.

I'm so sorry you're going through this also. You shouldn't have to. I'm praying for you.