My husband is in a mental hospital right now and has been there for two weeks with major depression. He is not improving. They are trying different meds to try to lift him out of his depression but so far nothing has worked. Tonight I went to see him and it was the same old "I'm depressed". I lost it and poured my heart out to him about all MY frustrations and that I was doubtful that things would ever change. Let's just say I was in a bad place tonight and did not hide it from him. I felt awful when I left there....like I let him down. I have been so strong and to fall apart like that in front of him was not good. Do you think I need to vent to someone else and not him? It's confusing because we always had open communication and now I feel like I shouldn't be showing him that I am upset and even a bit angry. What do you think?
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