It seems that I am coming out of my "low episode" but now I feel guilty that I am. I guess because self-hatred is easier than knowing that I may actually enjoy life. I have hurt alot of people and know they should be massively angry with me but for some reason one in particular talks to me every once in a great while and I wonder is it because I am an enemy or is it because he truly forgives me for the crap I did to him?
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