I tried to commit suicide the Sunday before Thanksgiving. My family totally supported me but I messed up last Sunday after having a great day. I got drunk on 3 glasses of wine. Last night we went to my husband's x-mas party and drank. He got really drunk but I thought I was o.k. after a few drinks. I guess I wasn't because I was pulled over but didn't spend the night in jail because my daughter came to pick us up. Now she won't talk to me. I know I deserve it but I don't know how to make it better. I know I need help but can't do it without feeling like a low life but I am a low life. Someone please help me!!!
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