My husband and I keep getting in arguments because I just can't seem to control myself. I hold all these things in and they all come out at once. Even when I think I'm in control it seems like there's still things I do wrong. We had an argument today and I can't help but feel like I'm no good--to him or anyone. I've already tried to commit suicide last November, but the thought is coming back that I should be dead and then he'd be better off. I know this isn't right but I can't convince myself. Can someone help me? Please? I don't want to die...
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Feeling pretty bad today. I'm exhausted in every way. Tired of living this life where nothing changes or gets better despite how much I try. Had a bad life all my life and I'm just tired of being here.