Hey everyone i just joing this site because well i have always had a lil depression but i ussualy can pull myself out of it before it gets to bad i have tried meds but stop them for one reason or another it has been about two yrs sence i was depressed i just kept my self very busy that seemed to help well atleast for two years...But now its back full forse i have tried to reach out to family and fiends but no help!!! i guess my life and the way it is right now is the reason im crying almost 6-8hrs a day right now.. im curently pregnant with twins at first i was just sick all of the time, my car has been broken for well 5months (im 22 weeks prego too) got married in oct but he works all of the time i have been stuck in my house with my two kids 4 5 months now and just recently i was put on restriction so now all i can do is set on the couch which is makeing it even harder for me to get over this depression it has gotten so bad for me im embarresed to say that i have thought about the fact of not wanting these babies any more god i most be a horriabale person for even thinking about that!!! oh and money well lol im not working and the income my hubby use to make is not good anymore sorry this is sooo long but my profile dosent give this info out cause i have tell now been to emaressed to brodcast it!!!! but truely if it was not for the two kids i have right now i might have already tried to do stuff to myself!!! im just looking fo some help!!!
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