I have a really bad driving phobia it could be part of my agoraphobia but i get very nervous driving and will only go within five minutes of my home today I decided to drive to portsmouth to the beach. At first i was scared to death and wouldn't get into the car finally with my fiancee in the car I went to dunkins donnuts (two minutes away) I got a peach iced tea and afterwards I decided I am going on the highway and I drove to the beach. I felt amazing do this even when the traffic was horrid and then I drove back. I learned that maybe I have all of my fears and anxiety already preprogrammed in me and I have the power to reprogram myself not to have them. If I can drive to the beach and back then I can go anywhere I want and fear be damned. I can fight this and I just might win!!!!
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