I need to leave but I dont know how. I am flat broke. I havent worked in two years so I have no money saved up. The little bit of money that I do get from baby sitting goes to pay bills or put groceries on the table. This evening in front of my sister in law my husband told me if he ever comes home in the morning and the house looks like it did this morning hes going to yank me up out of my bed and make me clean it. Then this evening while I was on the phone with the little girl I babysit mom voicing some concerns I had I heard my husband yelling and I walk in and he had yanked up my son and was hitting him. I yanked my son away from him and just lost it and started screaming at my husband. I put my son in his pack and play and my husband continues to scream at my son. Telling him that his little ass needs to learn some rules and start following those rules. I lost my temper and jumped in his face and told him that our son was only two and he dosnt know what rules are. That I didnt ever want to see him touch my son or talk to him like that ever again. All of this because my son climbed on the kitchen table and grabbed one of my step daughters drinks and spilled it on the floor. I checked my son and he didnt have any marks on him except for a little heat rash from his diaper on his hip. I just dont know what to do anymore. I have no family anymore because I told them to leave me alone and let me make my own choices about my life. My husband dosnt put his hands on me but things are getting worse. Hes always calling my son asshole or stupid retard, and even demon spawn. I cant sit back and watch that happen. I just dont know what to do.
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