I don't what is wrong with me. everynight I go through this terrible depression, I miss my cat, all the family and friends that have died and am convinced that god hates me. Lots of people have told me he doesn't but why is he so terrible to me then? My therapist left for vacation last Monday and won't be back till next Thursday, I am used to seeing her twice a week. I need help. I want to die, I know enough not to do anything, but that doesn't mean I don't want to.
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I finally came now I will hopefully sleep. My cat pooped out beside me. Must get her, cat & I to bed!