I am at a crisis resource center in my area and they are here to help a person in a crisis. the only thing is that if you are suicidal or you want to hurt yourself they will send you to the county facility. I am scared because I am on the brink of doing something bad and I do not want to tell anyone here because i do not want the police called on me like they did on Friday. I am suppose to return home tommorrow after i get back from school but I am wondering if i should just leave now and go home. What do you guys think? I am really scared of my thoughts and feelings right now. Actually the only feeling I can identify is desperation but i know that there are others because i just drew in my sketchbook and the images were scary. they were in abstract so there are not figures or anything just lines but the colors are very scary to me and I am scared the staff here will see them and do something about them.
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