soooo I'm 22 years old and I live at home with my parents when I'm not at school. My dad had online relationships with women when I was around 11 years old and got caught. It was a really traumatic for me to say the least...my mom beat the shit out of my dad and things were really awful for awhile..and my trust in my dad and all other people was shot for awhile....my parents have been in an unloving relationship and it's been tough to see my dad going through the motions with my mom ...my dad has been acting really secretive and shady with his computer lately. I saw him on a website called EroProfile this morning and I've seen him on it quite a few other times...he xed out of it quick when I walked by. I had a really bad gut feeling about it cause I took a nap and had a bad dream my dad was cheating on my mom again....out of curiosity I looked up what EroProfile was..and sure enough it's an adult dating community...and when I say adult I mean XXX. =\ I don't know what the hell to do right now ...my dad has always been my hero and now I know this dirty disgusting secret...I can't go through this shit again =[
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