i dont even know where to being really. I feel like im just going deeper and deeper in depression. I cant seem to think positive at all. My job sucks and I have been trying to find a new one which im having the worst difficulty with. I have to move out of my apt because i cant afford it and i am moving in with my boyfriends granddads whose house is a freakin mess, even though seriously i love the man, i hate myself and have gained even more weight with all the stress i am dealing with. Im ruining my relationship with my bf because of it all. but then again i dont know when im reacting correctly of overreacting. he loves me but god i dont see why. I dont have health insurance right now so im left with nothing in helping me. Last night was where i know im losing it..my bf is sick and was snoring which he cant help but i almost wanted to strangle him because of it..that freaking scared me..i was that upset and i have never been that way...im just so lost on what to do now
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