I recently went through a lot of change in my life. I suffer from Major Depression and I was hospitalized for about a week for it. I have suffered from it for the last 10 years though and am just now being treated. Due to a breakup from a long time girlfriend that ended really badly sides have been taken and because of her lies about my trying to feign a suicide to get attention etc. I have lost almost all my friends. I am so angry over this and my other friends who saw me in the hospital etc. are now too busy for me or just don't care? I have been calling these friends for two weeks and leaving messages pretty much begging them to call me back, and nothing. So depressing- I feel so alone. Can anyone relate? I know I need to get out there and meet new friends but it is really tough feeling down like this.
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