I did not know Cookie, but after she passed, I read in her journal where she said what is wrong with suicide. Now, I wonder that also. I do not want to leave my husband and children, but I think they would be so much better off without me. I have destroyed their lives long enough with my debilatating, clinical depression. I now am contemplating taking my life. As I've said, over and over, if this is living....I don't want it anymore. I used to be okay, but now am not.
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Good morning, and happy 2019 to us all!***OK, that said, gimme a nap and a slap upside th ehead. Letting a friend use our bathroom for showering for a few mornings. He'll be here at oh-crap-early. Why did I say yes before I thought of my needs? Because. THat's what I do. *headdesk* times ten.So that means I gotta have things ready and pretty and also not freak out, b/c much as I don't mind, I do...
I finally came now I will hopefully sleep. My cat pooped out beside me. Must get her, cat & I to bed!