I did not know Cookie, but after she passed, I read in her journal where she said what is wrong with suicide. Now, I wonder that also. I do not want to leave my husband and children, but I think they would be so much better off without me. I have destroyed their lives long enough with my debilatating, clinical depression. I now am contemplating taking my life. As I've said, over and over, if this is living....I don't want it anymore. I used to be okay, but now am not.
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