I used to think that all of these feeling were related to some things I had going on last year, but it had become very apparent that it's more than that. I feel so sad everyday, and I hate it. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I've tried to hard to make myself feel better and see the good in my life, but it's not helping. I hate myself for feeling this way because I know I have no reason to. I have a great life, good friends, loving family, and promising future. It's so hard to admit how I'm feeling because I'm so embarrassed. I just want to be better, to be normal. Every time the feelings get worse I hate myself even more for not being stronger than this thing. I don't want anything to be wrong with me.
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