I'm sorry everyone, but I cut again last night. I'm not addicted to cutting, as some of you already know. The last time I cut before last night was towards the end of November of last year. I have been down for about a week now and I didn't know what to do with the stress. I'm sorry. I feel like a complete failure.
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