i have been dealing with depression for about 4 years now and lately it just seems to be getting worse. i can't get my head to stop. the negativity that my mind is constantly feeding me is overpowering who i am and i don't know how to overcome it, even to the smallest degree. i am so afraid that i am going to lose my boyfriend because of all of this. i have already isolated myself so badly. i don't have any interest in even pursuing anything. i'm so tired and i feel sick all the time. i honestly can't remember the last time i went through a whole day without feeling sick or sad. i just want to feel better. i haven't tried any medications yet but have been seriously considering it, especially the last few days. i could just really use someone to relate to because i feel so small and alone right now.
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