I am feeling so badly right now I just don't know what to do. called my doctor but i don't have insurance now so it's hard to get treatment. he said he is going to try to find a generic medication that will help but even then i really can't afford it. since my son was diagnosed with leukemia no one has actually stepped up and helped in any way that they said they would. it takes me a while to consider someone a friend and those that i did have completely let me down. i don't know how i am going to get through this time, i can't work during the day bcus i have to take my son for chemo, but i can't find a decent paying job at night. i thought about giving up my my car, but when my son is able to go back to daycare i wouldn't have a car to get to work, so no matter what i do i'm screwed. what do i do??? i can't cope it's just too much
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