never in my life have i experienced anything that is so exhausting. its an effort to get out of bed an effort to have a shower an effort to get dressed an effort to eat an effort to do basically everything! if i let myself i think i would stay in bed forever and never talk to anyone. but i dont, i make myself get up (well most days anyway) im just so tired. they tell me exercise is good for depression and it is and i do it, but that's an effort too. bring on the day that everythings not an effort
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