I have been lying in bed all day. All my energy is gone.
My head feels heavy and foggy. I don't want to get up. Can't walk the dog, shower, or take the first sip of my tea I just made. I just want to lie here and close my eyes forever...
I'm scared, I'm scared that I've finally hit rock bottom. I feel so alone and small. I wish I had someone to hold me.
I am so lonely for a female companion, its been over 10 years, and the only woman that want me are the ones that try to obtain money off me as a sucker. I feel like such a loser, Im 58 and feel I will always be alone, and die alone. I have no family, no kids, no one that cares for me.
I am oK. Healthy with normal people problems. Well , my teen son is going through a rough patch and affects me big deal.However, have you ever felt this core sadness, it is not to the point that impedes my functioning. But when I stop doing things such as working, or doing things it seems that a feeling of sadness comes out.It is like something is missing in my life. I don't know what is it.I...