I wake up everynight without fail, wide awake and I don't know why. Sometimes I won't eat for a whole day. I fight with my boyfriend for no reason about stupid things. I'm tired, have no energy and just want to sleep like it's a drug. I shut people out at work and act like they are below me and I find that I get angry at everything, all the time, no matter how small. The reason I'm here is because I'm findng that I'm crying all the time for no reason and before I shut my eyes to sleep, I have these horrible pictures pf killing myself...I don't want to tell anyone what's happening, I'm scared I'm loosing it.
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