I'm so freaking agitated today. I just want to punch a wall or peel off all my skin or just implode. I've been off my meds for 2 weeks due to insurance issues and it's making my mood sooooo unstable. I'm ok one second, then I'm PISSED off, then I'm crying hysterically for no reason. I can't take this anymore. I don't know what to do. I just want to crawl into bed and never get out.
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