i tried talking to my boyfriend tonight about why i'm feeling like this. everything seemed to be ok. i thought he was finally starting to understand. but then he wanted to drink more, and i didn't have enough money to buy any more. he went mad. he grabbed my throat and i ran away from him. i feel like i can't go on. everything seems so bad and it doesn't look like it'll get better. i don't know what to do. can't see any future at all.
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