i've been depressed for a long time- i've tried counseling and medication for about 7-8 years- i have been in abusive relationships- i'm trying to get out of one now- he is emotionally and psychologically abusive- i also suffer from paranoia and insecurity- and he has always put me down and bossed me around- our therapist says he's abusive- i end up arguing with him- saying things i'd rather not say- i get so hurt and angry- i'm used to being treated that way- it's hard to break the cycle- but i'm very scared now- i'm pregnant and i don't know where to go- my mother is emotionally abusive and she is the only other family i have here- if i move back home, i'm afraid the father will try to find me and maybe hurt me or something else- i've thought of shelters- i'm at the end of my rope with this guy- i can't let another person control me again and manipulate my reality- what should i do?
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