And I don't mean flatulence. Nothing feels good right now. I really just want to tell everybody in my life to go suck an egg. I know that won't make anything better, but still. I have no motivation right now. I see no point, other than it can get better. But if I get like this every time life sucks. I don't know. I was all happy to be getting my own car again. Now the ex keeps reminding of all the money we don't have jointly to pay bills. Freaking mothers day and her birthday are coming up so I have to give the kid money for that. She gave me crap over $25.00 dollars to do a minor repair on the new car, and I figure $20.00 for each day for a gift from my son is fair. I can't freaking win. Leave me the hell alone already. My son is being a turd lately and I feel guilty about getting upset because he has a disability called aspergers. Some days I think it should be called assbergers, because that's what he can be. I have to be the patient understanding one, I know, but it's just more shit in an already clogged toilet. I don't want to go to work, I just want to stop existing. I am sick of it. Why can't people just let me f'n be happy.
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