Well I'm still breathing anyways. Thank you all for the hugs. I went out to a real quiet place...was about to break all my vows....had them all there with me and was going to use them. Felt so tired an was...had that Bonnie Tyler song reeling in my brainand it wouldn't stop. laid back and thought I may as well be comfortable...adjusted the seat and then I said that my last thoughts won't be bad. So I lay there thinking of someone very special to me. That was at 11:30 I just got home and it's 4:30 I'm shaking ...I feel cold...guess that means I'm alive.
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