Well I'm still breathing anyways. Thank you all for the hugs. I went out to a real quiet place...was about to break all my vows....had them all there with me and was going to use them. Felt so tired an was...had that Bonnie Tyler song reeling in my brainand it wouldn't stop. laid back and thought I may as well be comfortable...adjusted the seat and then I said that my last thoughts won't be bad. So I lay there thinking of someone very special to me. That was at 11:30 I just got home and it's 4:30 I'm shaking ...I feel cold...guess that means I'm alive.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...