I think I'm losing it again. I'm worried about work, and school, and being able to finish. I'm thinking about very bad things like quitting my job, and quitting life. I've already wrote a resignation letter, and I'm planning to turn it in on Thursday. I'm scared as hell, and know that I'm losing it...that smile on my face is so fake.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??