i have a huge case of arachnophobia,cant look or hear storys about spiders.so very last night i see my cat look at something under my closet door so i go to see what it is thinking nothing of it and i open the door and there is the bigest spider.have'nt seen one this big in years,so what happens every time i see a spider,i scream,my body flys back to the wall i start to sweat and shake can't breath,start to cry a little.i tryed to kill it but crawls away and i have a hole lot of stuff on the floor.not knowing what to do i take all my clothes out tryed to take some stuff but it moves.so there i am having one of the worst panic attacks in years.so after about 17 min i call my sister(don't want to)but she lives right down te hall from me,she does'nt pick up.shocker.i no i can't kill so i call my ma who lives 10,15 min away.she picks up and understands and tells my father and he comes over.takes him three times to kill!i thank them both and get ready to go to bed.the in the afternoon my ma comes over and she tells me that she told my sister what happend to me and her responce was about what i though it would a little worse actually,she said to my ma that if she did pick up she would have hung up on me.even though i new that her responce would be something like that it still hurts that she would say that knowing how i feel about spiders.should i be hurt or not?
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