Why, I don't know! I started bawling half an hour ago and just can't quit! I should be rejoicing - I just had twin great nephews and all is well. Maybe I'm tired. Maybe I'm relieved. I don't know! I haven't had a meltdown like this in months! Maybe it's the aftermath of the city election I was running in and lost, but I really don't care that much about it! Maybe it's the aftermath of worrying about my niece carrying the twins. I can't think of anything else. The bankruptcy is still in progress but there are no problems with that. I just talked to my sister about Linda and the twins before I started crying. Dad's going up tonight to see the boys and I told her I know he will break down and cry. He so wanted Mom to see them. Linda found out the day of Mom's funeral that she was pregnant. I told my sister that Mom had been with Linda this whole pregnancy and was there with her yesterday. Am I still subconsciously dwelling on losing Mom? My precious daughter Jenny is going to have colon surgery for her Crohn's disease next month and I'm worried about her! Hell, does any of this even make any sense, and why am I posting this? See, I don't know what the hell I'm doing! Maybe this is just one of "those days", I'm hoping. I'm too old for this shit! I just want to be NORMAL again! Maybe I'll have to have Jeff give me constant hugs tonight! Hopefully this "spell" won't last very much longer! Oh well, thanks for listening.
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