Down girl, down. I only had one, but I was a stay at home dad. As someone once said, the reason kids are so cute is because we'd kill them otherwise. Just look at them love them, and realize they're worth it. :)

It's hard to look at them right now. I just caught them going through my make-up and they're covered head-to-toe in it. But your comment did make me smile, so thanks.

no no no do not say soemthing like that...If you are feeling like you could harm your children I urge you to please call family friends or CPS right away, please dont harm them!

you need to call 911

I could never actually bring myself to do anything. I'm just so angry right now. My husband is on his way home right now to help me. I put them in a different room with a baby gate up so I could get away for a bit.

be calm and take a breath....ok, so i know exactly how you feel, it can be very overwhelming staying at home with two kids under three....im home with three boys my three year old has special needs, and its so difficult to manage all his health problems.....
what i do know is that you need a break, a real break....unfortunatly i cant help you with that [wish i could] so you need to find someone to take the kids sometimes....family, friends, neighbours, there are some support groups for moms that share babysitting.....join a group for toddlers and they can help to.....
i here you say that your stuck, i feel stuck to. i know that you will be ok, you just need some help and some time to yourself, where is the father?? can he help???

I am very concerned for your children hun I hope you get help

Just sit down or if possible get out of the situation even if just for a minute and calm down. If you are really out of control then call 911 or call someone if you have some one close and get some help. I know you dont feel like it right now but I stayed home with my kids when they were little and know they are 23 and 26 and trust me at the time I would feel like I needed to just get out if only for a little while but if I could go back I would not change a thing. I know every one says this they do grow up SO FAST so just take a deep breath and calm down

Thank you everyone who has written. I don't really have anyone else to vent to like this. I know I need to get away for a little while, but I always feel guilty leaving them with someone else. I tend to get the attitude of "why do you need a break? It's not like you work or anything."

No need to feel guilty every one that has had kids has been there its just a matter of having some time for yourself and you will feel so much better!!

oh hun its work!!!!

i feel so bad for you and i wish i could be of more help..as i type this there is chaos in my house, but my husband is home now and is trying to deal with it.....alot of us can understand what your going through and its tough, the days are long.....

i know that your not going to hurt your kids but i also know that you need help, i hope so much that you can get it....please know that there is alot of people here to talk to, you can pm me anytime....

When it was that bad for me, I called churches and found oune with a day care who would take my daughter for free. Then i slept and finally got on my feet and took some classes to begin a new career. they had to be in school or I would have hurt them i was so stressed and exhausted. Ask for help.

Ok I feel that way sometimes But my son is 14 and daughter is 6 .And there are days I wanna just SCREAM REAL LOUD cause he wont leave his sister alone .Or he wants something and cant have it right than and there .(teenagers)I am a single mother and I am also a nanny for 5 other children so SELF CONTROL is the key .I try to think about something else real quick to get my mind off of wanting to SCREAM.....Good Luck

Take a few deep breaths, dear. It's going to be okay. Can you put your kids in daycare for a bit while you calm down?