I am 24 years old and a mom of 2 little girls. I feel like my life is going down hill and fast. Everything is horrible. Last month my 2 year old daughter got Pnemonia she was put on O2 and got better.. It is now the end of april my 4 year olf was put in the hospital for bacterial pneumonia and her 02 level was at 70 they said she could die.. She is finally home but still not ok. I have been passed up on 2 job permotions at work, but I am always being used there. Do this do that, I found out that they are getting rid of my position and that they are gonna lower my pay and put me at a entry level job. According to my family, i am a major screw up. I do everything wrong. I am a screw up on being a mom and a wife and a daughter. I hate my life. I don't have a single friend in this world. I was told on myspace to over 500 ppl to go and commit suicide because this place would be better off. Maybe its the truth, i don't know.. I am so sad. I can't stop crying! I hate my life. I know i would hurt my girls but I mean i am a bad mom anyways, would it be so bad to let them have a good life without me?? I guess i am just venting I want to die, i just don't want to hurt anymore doing it..
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