I got a job in retail after quitting my position in phlebotomy, and my motivation to go to work is gone.
It's not realistic and skipping shifts is not smart at all. I can't cope and my depression has been horrible the last few months. Getting out of bed every day is a struggle. Takes days for me to respond back to people. I can't make decisions anymore. Eating makes me sick. I'm losing weight, I need gravol to help me sleep sometimes, and anxiety attacks are more frequent than they ever used to be.
I've been struggling since I moved back home. However despite all this I've been catching up with things I never could do living away from home, like learning to drive and getting my apprenticeship in tattooing.
But like I said, every day feels like my body is slowly deteriorating by the day. I've asked for a counseling referral twice from my Dr but nothing's been done. I've dosed my medication up more and nothing feels different. I can barely keep up with voicemails from work leaving me to work abandonment pretty soon here.
I feel sick every day and want to give up.
Hi there, I'm reaching out because I don't really have anyone I can talk to and I feel like I'm spiraling downward. My boyfriend of ten years broke up with me a few months before the pandemic began, seemingly out of the blue. I know everyone says there are signs, and maybe there were, but I didn't see them. Things were going along fairly normally, we'd just celebrated our ten year anniversary,...
I am so lonely for a female companion, its been over 10 years, and the only woman that want me are the ones that try to obtain money off me as a sucker. I feel like such a loser, Im 58 and feel I will always be alone, and die alone. I have no family, no kids, no one that cares for me.