I am being punished by those who turned their back on me. If only I behaved accordingly and went along with their program then I am a good person again. I should bow down in forgiveness because I am utterly wrong, how can I possibly be right when I have no friends or family to show for it? Just fall in line until you prove you are good again, you deserve to be abandoned and ignored if not you then who? It makes others feel good to know you are down, and suffering because they can say you brought it on yourself, if only you would have behaved as I said you wouldn't be that way.
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