hello I just joined. I have suffered from depression for many years and sometimes it gets to be too much. I hate it! I am not actively suicidal though I admit there are times when I wonder if death is the only way to get away from this darkness, this depression, it's so debilitating. But I know that suicide is not the answer. It would hurt my family too much and they've lost so many people they've loved. I really do need counseling but it's so hard to talk to someone about this. When I get into a therapist's office my mind just goes blank and nothing gets accomplished.
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