iwas in the service from 77 to 86. thats a lonf time to do things, to prtect people and my men. there is hardly a day goes by that i dont have flash-backs, some are very real to me. when i sleep i have nightmares all the time even with the medacation. im tired of living this way some things get confusing im not sure what is what. i just wanted to stop ive done bad things, i know that but why should i live in hrll here on earth?
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