Im so freakin tired. When I get depressed I cant sleep and for two weeks now I havent gotten a full nights sleep. I know this has been caused by the weather change and my fiancee\'s absence. I had to put him in rehab 17 days ago. I havent wanted to get out of bed cause it seems like theres no point. I have nothing keeping me going right now and I cant stop crying. I was doing so well and all of a sudden WHAM. It knocked me on my ass. I just want to be happy...It seems like Im never gonna wake up in a good mood. Im lucky that my job is awesome and thats whats actually getting me out of bed. Is it just me or is the winter/Holiday season the worst?
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