I haven't had anything all day.. and im not hungry.. the only person that I loved with everything in me just left me today.. because he doesnt want to treat me the way he does anymore, and that I deserve better. screw that. Im sorry, but I feel like thats such an excuse... but whats worse, is that even though he might not really think thats true, it might be. not the deserving more part, cause I dont think I deserve shit, but the part of how he yells at me about things that happened two years ago.. I know it wasnt a healthy relationship, but I still wanted to be with him.. I didnt care how he treated me. whats wrong with me? I dont even have a direction in life anymore... I was doing psychology and got my A.A in it.. but now its like I dont want to do it anymore.. I dont want to do anything.. im not good at anything...ugh. I dont know. I just need someone right now.. if youre out there, please just talk to me=/
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