I just dont understand this stupid thing called depression. I dont understand how one week Im fine and then all of a sudden it hits me and I feel like I could just die I feel so bad. I cant get off the couch, I dont want to talk to any one, I feel sorry for my self, I dont understand how people can be so happy and I feel horrible, I have been going to bed at 7 at night and then I wake up in the middle of the night and cant go back to sleep.I never know from one minute to the next what is going to happen. Right now I just wish some thing would take me out of my misery.I just dont understand!!!!!!!!
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