I just don't know if I am going to make it. I really want to give up none of this is worth it. The pain isn't worth any of this the outcome isn't that fabulous anyway. I just want to give up so bad, I don't care anymore I hate living I hate my life and i m so tired of fighting for something i don't care about.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??