One of my best friend's died two years ago from self harm and suicide, And i just want to say to people, It destroys people around you. And it's like an endless cycle of suicide and self harm for some of the people around you. It completely destroys the one's around you. When your there for them every single night as a shoulder to cry on, Giving the best advice you can for them, Pretending your happy so they can try and be, Doing every last fucking thing you can for them. And then they end up carrying on self harming and end up killing there selves. Make's you feel so worthless, So guilty that you didn't do enough to help them.
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