I don't trust men! I was molested when I was a kid. I don't understand why I feel the need to seek attention from a man. I love sex and I go stir crazy when I go for a few days without sex. I can't sleep. Some people say that I am a sex addict. Is this because I was molested when I was a kid or is it just the way I am and will I always be this way? Don't get me wrong, I do not go around having sex with a lot of men. I do not like saying the words "I love you", when people say those words I tend to blow it off. Is all of my trust issues related to my being molested. Maybe all my problems are related to my being molested and my family are real jerks who think I should just get over what happened to me. They act like it was not a big deal. I will never forget!
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