I haven't had anyone I can truly speak too as a friend. I am married, but I am not even sure if that is a true friendship anymore. I don't get out anymore and I don't know what to say. I don't have the same interest as most people, most people just walk away when I talk. My wife is has her own little world of friends she claims are my friends, but I have never had any one of them initiate a conversation with me. I want someone to speak to, and when I try to talk to my wife, she always finds a way to turn it around and make it my fault. She sneaks off to have lunch with her friends, has secret email accounts to I won't read them, and thinks I am too nosy with anything to do with her. I never receive email, phone calls, nothing. I have no one to depend on and I don't know if I can keep going.
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