I have finally had enough i have spent the past few months pretending to be fine, wishing everything was fine but its not, i have no family, well i do but none that want to knw me now, ive lost all my friends and basically left alone, ive tried getting help from my local menatal health tem. I have even been addmitted to hospital twice, and been in hospaital another two times due to OD,s. Yet i am still here, why??? god knows i have tried hard to end my life and i would of thought something like this would be easy but i am that pathetic i carnt even end my own life. Ive had enough of being a waster, i dont know wot to do anymore!!! Maybe if i take more paracetamol and drink more alcohol this time i may be sucsessfful, and if not then i think hanging myself may work, drastic as it sounds i think this is the way to do. I dont want to seem like a nut case cos im not im just in so much pain i dont knw wot to do, i dnt think talking or anything will help me nw, i think im past help.!!!!!
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