and I am fed up with it. NO I AM NOT SUICIDAL!!! I work my butt off to stay alive and it's a losing battle, I am either on a "normal" plane whatever the hell that is I think it means I'm like everybody else, or I am in a mode where I fight like a tiger (boy thats funny, I'd have to pay someone to hold me up to fight for myself) just to stay alive. I have kept myself busy on the enternet trying to learn how to download icons just to play and keep me up beat....well it failed and now I plain don't give a shit. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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