I am new to the DS boards, actually you might laugh but DS is now my home page. My question is I am going a psychiatrist as soon as I can get an appointment and get home. The question is how long will it take for me to be a human instead of the shell of a person walking around? For recent memory I have not been happy very often. I feel like I am a worthless piece of slime that is just moving from state to state and spending 99.9% of the time sitting in the driver seat of a truck and hardly ever talk to anyone. I want to know what it is like to be happy. I don't know what it is like to truly be happy because I honestly don't believe that I have ever been truly happy.
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